Tuesday afternoon I spent my day at school with the purpose of studying for my tax exam and giving a pledge an interview. I ended up interviewing another pledge and spending time with my kindred spirit but there's something that's been on mind lately that happened that day. I feel like I'm over thinking it way too much but I'm it's still on my mind. I always joke about this girl being kindred spirit because I feel extremely comfortable around her and we always have great conversations plus I feel like there's an awesome connection between me and her. But I've noticed that she's very touchy with me and Tuesday was no exception. When I finished my interview with a pledge I sat with her and while she interviewed a pledge. We mainly talked and joked around but during the conversation with the pledge she unconsciously (or maybe it was conscious) took a hold of my hand and interlocked our fingers together. I don't know about other people but holding hands in that manner is a very intimate gesture and it's one I only ever use with my little sister or people I've dated. Maybe it's wishful thinking from my part because I do like her but I've always gotten the impression that she's straight... so I'm confused as to what it meant or what it didn't mean.
To top it off there's a guy I also somewhat like but he's so not interested in me. I'm always the girl guys treat as a friend and, generally, I really don't mind but when I meet someone I do like it's kinda frustrating. We also have a really good connection and I enjoy having conversations with him but I do like her more than him. I'm trying not really fall for either because I really don't want to relive my dark high school crush days.
As for my exam... I don't think I did too well on it and depending on what I got I might drop the class and retake it during the summer. I can't afford to fail a class so I rather be safe than sorry.
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